PSLTC (Please don't Stop Lovin' This Camp)

At the end of everything, you think about the beginning. So here it is the beginning of Camp Rock, SJI Style, the PSLTC!

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Day 0

Last night, I rallied my classmates who are PSLTC and we shared out hopes, fears and expectations to each other and I felt that the journey began there. It was kinda fun in that messy and mashed out conversation. Some of us thought about the previous camps and we had a comparision and a lot of laughs. Then suddenly, Charles said something about shit and "I feel like eating shit now"and the rest of us were like "WTF?"

Day 1 (The Halloween Day)

I woke up wanting to sleep again but it's PSLTC day, so how can one sleep? So I got out of bed and went to prepare. When I got there, almost everyone was already there. ENTHU MUCH (KEKEKEKEKEKE)??? Then I saw my group and was like "Kill me. Keenan is in my group" so things were like "GAH!" for a while.

From lame jokes to luke-awesome engergizers to familar mesmerizing songs, the mood set in from day 1 that I was already in Camp Rock.


People from my group are:

Justin Ng (201) = Awesome Beatboxer!! And breakdancer!

Kevin Teng (201) = Awesome guy who enjoys using words I dont understand :)

Brian Thian (202) = Awesome "Simon Cowell for life" who tries corrects my weird and bizzare habits (which I still wouldn't)

Andrew Tsui (202) = Awesome Primary School buddy! Long time no see!

Keenan Gan (207) = Awesome classmate who is not so awesome. Well, at least he didn't annoy me in the camp so :)

Henrik Chan (209) = Awesome church buddy who did not really annoy me

Milton Lew (211) = Awesome quiet person who is still awesome!

Brian Pereira (212) = Awesome therapist but wonders about me in suicidal mode



(Yes, they are all AWESOME (CAMP WORD))



And the PSFs

Myles Sim (3G3-4) = Awesome PSF who is so Awesome he came up with Awesome. My first Duty IC and great friend

Peter Ooi (3G2-1) = Awesome PSF who simply have to leave for Boston cause he's so awesome! Great person and person to talk to

Emmanuel Richard (3G3-3) = Awesome PSF who is Awesome enough to be a Emcee as well! Kindred Spirits Emcee and so awesome person and good friend.

(PS: I want to sleep but this is far more fun than sleeping :))

Session 1:

Norm session but everyone was great. Not going into detail cause there's better coming up!

Games!!!

Lesson learned

Minefield - Water bombs are fun to throw but PSF keep missing! JOSHUA PORCELINE GOH YOU ARE GOING TO DIE FROM TICKLES (YES, BE AFRAID)
Caterpillar - Sex is not all that it's worked up to be. Humping hurts. And there IS NO PLEASURE IN THE FRONT.

Folds - There are smart ppl in my group. This is odd but fun.
Rubber Ropes - I suck at jump ropes and so I should swing it than jump in! MENTAL NOTE: DOUBLE DUTCH IS HARD!!!!

Monkey Chairs - I OWN!! ABSOULTELY OWN!!! YOU ARE LOOKING AT A INSANE SADIST WHO SAYS: "CLOCK, (3 SECS LATER) ANTI-CLOCK, (5 SECS LATER), ANTI-ANTI-CLOCK," (ALL DIE)!!!!

Then at night it was cards all the way. I couldn't sleep that night

Day 2 (Adil's Birthday)

Blow Wind Blow - Collision courses are painful

Skin the Snake - If crawling underneath other ppl's pants is how they skin a snake, then thank god I'm not a snake!

Egg, chicken... Dead - Hopping on one leg is painful and dead ppl can play games. Humpppp

More Games!!

Garden Tend - Silence is golden, talking is iron. (You dont need it but life's hell without it)

Sock Thief - Typical Sock thief where I'm behind, not doing much *sobs*

Space Invadors - Dizzy Dizzy And confusion confusion but fun fun. LALA

Captain's Ball - Leave this to the Ruggers

Session 2

Talk about my tragic suicidal life story and listen to the other fun lifes of others. Life sucks doesn't it?

Itttt's Showtime!!

Awesome! Check out the videos by Bryan Lum on facebook! I'll leave you to judge the laughter, fake boob, corny news reports and A LOT OF SEXUAL INNUEDOS!!

Day 3 (Graduation afternoon)

Session 3 - Bittersweet Symphony... A lot of good times and yay me cause I managed to do the trust circle I never could in SEC 1!!!!

Closing Ceremonies

Sad and Long and tring but in the end everything was AWESOME!

THANKS BRUDERs (German for Brothers cause my group's name is Bruder) FOR THE MOST AWESOME CAMP EVER!

This Blog is Not Dead

Just Dormant but not anymore! 'Cause PSLTC is AWESOME! Tell you more about it later :)

Because the End is near doesn't mean Goodbye

The season is 'fall'. So is our moods...

I'm not as depressed as I am and I feel a little better. I change the playlist according to my mood. This time is 'Pick Me Up' for all the chill back songs. I kinda got to emotions and realised that well the people have to leave and new things to be made. PSL... I hope I can. I will try my best and I thank the Sec 4s who were great PSLs to us. It's my turn to lead. Wish Me Luck!! :)

Alright enough with goodbyes! I need to stop. (Slaps Self) Haha. I'm going to be like the upper Sec in like three months. How does one become a big brother when all his life he's a younger brother to all? Sigh. I have a lot to learn. And teach.

I am going to miss them, though. I think it's very late, but not too late to make a change. I realised that if they are never going to see me again, I should leave them on a good note. More friends are better than more enemies.

I am still me, just more sad, depressed, emo (Insert other words that me sad here). I owe people apologies and I need to study.

For reference this is Emo post no.2.

I also found this note in one of my old pjs. I leave my best friends and big brothers on this.

"Sometimes I get too busy or too preoccupied to try to say the little things I feel deep down inside but knowing me is just everything that I call HAPPINESS. -- Sean's old pjs :)

(PS IT'S ABOUT SELF DISCOVERY. AND IT WORKS. LOL)

A Little Bit Longer but I Still Would't be fine

I'm depressed, I'm upset and I have the 'Goth' scribbled on my arm. There is clearly something wrong with me.

Tmr is the last event I can gate crash, seeing that I am 'invited' for every subsequent event. Almost every event. It's the Sec 4 Graduation. And I'm confused at some point. It's good riddance to some Sec 4 who are dirt (which is er... 1 or 2) but a final farewell to at least a hundred of awesome Sec 4 who knows me. Personally, I feel that many just started to see the real me.

Quoting from Demi Lovato's "This is me" from Camp Rock (which was a utter disappointment): "This is real. This is me. I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be." ... "No more hiding who I want to be. This is me."

I think I have given some the wrong impression sometimes. I am really sorry and I think I really learned that I don't know what I have until it's gone... But my sincerest apologises cannot erase the effects of my actions and words.

To all Sec 4s, this is it. Your life will move onto JC or Poly. Your choices are up to you now and I hope you remember the four years in SJI. Come back and visit. To the prefects, I am trying to make the funfair possible. If it is, come and join in.

Then there is exam. Gosh. I think I'm just going to die soon. I think everyone is experiencing the same but I feel like there is more pressure to stay alive than to do well.

If I have one cent for every time I feel like dying, I will be own all the money in the world.

The worse thing to give a hopeless person is hope. I really felt like dying and when my illness was not life-threatening, I kinda sunk. I also don't know why I'm still living.

The best thing: Surgery

The worse thing: Hell


OH, I'm putting up my favourite songs on the imeem. I think my songs are going to be depression songs.

PS. IF YOU KNOW A GOOD THERAPIST, RECOMMEND 'EM TO ME. THANKS.

Short Sweet Sad

I feel different so I redid my blog. Comment Pls.

I have nothing to say now. To a lot of people as well.

Maybe when I'm not so glum I'll post again.

See Ya soon.

Please tell me about the new additions. :)

If You Love Miley Cyrus and Want Me To Throw Up, DON'T READ THIS POST!

Sha, Sha, Stop.

(Highlight to see)

The 7 Things I hate about you
You suck you suck you suck you suck
Knowing you just made me Emo!
You make me cry, you make me puke
You make me throw up on my shoe
Your friends wanna leave you cause you suck
No wonder Nick Jonas left you!
He wanna be without a cheap whore!
And the 7 thing, I hate that most that you do....
You made my friends love you.

Check out other parodies!

7 things (Guys don't have to do)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NTC4qkb8Ppk&feature=related

7 things (Insane guy with cardboard)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9geiPp9UFI0

7 things (Respones to insane guy)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i4NLxRKoAKI&feature=related

One Month From Kindred Spirits...

It felt like yesterday was Kindred Spirits!!!! So today, I'm gonna blog it off. (YOU PRETTY MUCH EXPECTED THIS POST RITE?)

Firstly, thanks the performers who did any excellent job. Everyone was really good.
Secondly, thanks to the crew who made Kindred Spirits perfect!
Thirdly, thanks to the teacher's who helped
Lastly, thanks to the great audience. You guys were great!

Performance sequence:

1) Beijing
They were like the opening act, like, woah!?!?! The whole time I was backstage, I was watching the screen cause I DON'T FRICKIN' UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY ARE SINGING....
But we need China to open for the olypics, rite...

2) Christopher Gozali
Simply piano... I got nothing to say. Guy's good.

3) Purify Inc
OMG, they were great with this act. I mean really good!! The song choice and dance was awesome!!!! LOVED IT!!!

4) Destined Boys
Bollywood on Stage!!! Haha. They were quite good, but their jingling thingy made it obvious that they were next so it was predicatable. BUT I WANNA TO KEEP THE AUDIENCE GUESSING LOLOL

5) Rhythm
Another awesome dance. Another act i really wanted to watch. They were really awesome with Bleeding Love and Beat It!

6) Domino Effect
I can't believe when they came in, they were named 'Zeus Incarnation'. Hahaha!!! They were scary as though they are dancers but after the performance, they were going to kill you. Scary!
I love this act though, especially in Harder Better Faster Stronger. They were really cool!!

7) CHIJ Modern Dance
I swear the reason some people came back on Sat was to watch them. Stunning. Eye Candy to the audience. Great Moves... What's not to love?

8) CARE
They gave a nice presentation but a bit sad. But they told us to get snacks during intermission...
:)

9) Music Ministry
Ok, I was in this one. And we were awesome. Even if we were not rock, we were awesome. Haha to Ms Tan when she thought we're not going to do well for the closing of Act 1. CAUSE WE TOTALLY WERE!!!

10) Jonathan Lee & Friends
Opening with a classical Act, I guess the audience was dying for rock. but this performance wasn't too long.

11) Xes
Rock time!!! They were reallly cool, ice cool!!! They were like, 'you can stand under my umbrella ella ella ella...' they made RiRi sound cool and that's hard to do! They were really cool that the guitarist had an umbrella in his mouth!!!! THEY ROCK!

12) Soul
This band caught me air guitaring backstage. Their faces was like OMG!?!? WHAT ARE YOU DOING? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. but nvm. ReaLLY SOULFUL PERFORMANCE!!!

13) Black Panel
George's band!! They brought 70's back! Yeah! This was a band who proved that old school rock and roll rocks! Thanks for bringing o'ld time rock and roll back!

14) Banana Pancakes
The MCs were super funny with 'Bananas in Payjamas...'. And they were horrible during rehearsal but AWESOME DURING THE SHOW!!! THEY MADE JACK JOHNSON A CRAZE!

15) El-Diva
Tea-time teacher's rule the stage. I never thought i would see a group called El-Diva with 3 female teachers singing 'You are the dancing queen....' But they were good so, whatever.

16)Alt-Tab
I felt like I knew this band before I knew this Band. (Cause I knew some of them already.) Anyway, it was great! The drums, guitar, singer and all were awesome with Dance Inside by All American Rejects. But I don't get why Alt-Tab?

17) Blackmore Drive
They were soo noisy backstage i just wanna kill 'em!! But they rocked. Why did the lead singer who was a female sing 'I asked HER to stay but SHE wouldn't listen...'. Can;t change to he?

18) Bolsters
Art's band! We kinda saved the best for last so they were last in the school students's performance. Again, hot, smokin and awesome!!!

19) SODA
Teacher's band with Mr Sirham and Mr Johnson!!! They were the crew to help the rest so they deserved to perform. The crowd went wild after their performance.

IT NOW ALL COMES TOGETHER WITH

Passing on the Passion!!
Excellent closure. I WAS NEAR THE FRONT!!! HEHEHEHE. But it was great, the sec 4s were like insane with it cause they knew the song. Haha,

CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT KINDRED!!!!!!