Friday, September 26, 2008

Because the End is near doesn't mean Goodbye

The season is 'fall'. So is our moods...

I'm not as depressed as I am and I feel a little better. I change the playlist according to my mood. This time is 'Pick Me Up' for all the chill back songs. I kinda got to emotions and realised that well the people have to leave and new things to be made. PSL... I hope I can. I will try my best and I thank the Sec 4s who were great PSLs to us. It's my turn to lead. Wish Me Luck!! :)

Alright enough with goodbyes! I need to stop. (Slaps Self) Haha. I'm going to be like the upper Sec in like three months. How does one become a big brother when all his life he's a younger brother to all? Sigh. I have a lot to learn. And teach.

I am going to miss them, though. I think it's very late, but not too late to make a change. I realised that if they are never going to see me again, I should leave them on a good note. More friends are better than more enemies.

I am still me, just more sad, depressed, emo (Insert other words that me sad here). I owe people apologies and I need to study.

For reference this is Emo post no.2.

I also found this note in one of my old pjs. I leave my best friends and big brothers on this.

"Sometimes I get too busy or too preoccupied to try to say the little things I feel deep down inside but knowing me is just everything that I call HAPPINESS. -- Sean's old pjs :)

(PS IT'S ABOUT SELF DISCOVERY. AND IT WORKS. LOL)

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