You know you life sucks when you come home, watch 'Celebrity Crisis, Ten Most Shocking Mental Disorders' and realise that you might be suffering from depression and Bipolar Disorder. You also switch you playlist from "Rock 'n' Rolla" to "Regain my Sanity" and find yourself asking why am I listening to a Nick Jonas sing about "Not knowing what you have til it's gone".
Yeah, the June Hols were great but only for so long. My London vaca was great (H&M is an awesome store and sells the best clothes Topman is next in line. The musical Wicked was great!) but Paris was much of a bore. It's like Prada, Gucci, Fendi, Louis Vutton blah blah blah. But vacation can make you happy for so long. And school starting didn't help my sanity much. I also realised that I have offically lost all Leadership positions possible. MM is dying, Drama is casting me away just because i didnt go for SYF and now I'm not a nominated Exco member. Life is greattt. Not.
When your head prefect comes in to class and ask to see 4 of the previously nominated 'junior josephian of the year' and just to find another telling you the names of the new prefects Exco names. Of all ways, I had to find out this way. Why cant they spell everything out for real? Is this like a test to see how I'm taking it? Cause it's not a very good one.
I spend time thinking this over and over again. How can I do it over again? And I realise that I can't. But I may have to kill 4 of 8 to be able to. But is it worth it. No can't go so low.
Maybe the only way to take it is out on me. National Day is coming. Time is running out.
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