I was reading my early blog entries and I'm still trying to figure out how I went from censoring my vulgarities to being very open about them. What happened after 2 years???? But well, I'm trying to regain some sanity. I even have a playlist called 'Regain sanity' in my ipod. So yeah, I'm like in rehab.
Yeah, I realised exploding all my emotions on a blog entry was not the smartest thing I did and yeah I to a large extend regretted that. When you actually have some sanity back in your life, you end up regretting a lot of things. So to those who read it and are hurt, or have going suicidal (though I bet none has), this is my apology. But yeah, those who have read it here's something to learn: When you suppress a lot of emotions over time, you will become a time-bomb.
Oh and my tagboard has never been this flooded. So this is kinda funny cause no one really read this and suddenly my tagboard is full in like 3 days! Oh and someone said that using a lot of profanities doesn't make me look cool but nowhere in this blog have I ever said that I wanted to be cool. And I don't think that using a lot of profanities is cool, I think it's just the result of anger and angst.
I am now reading Wuthering Heights and not stressed about exams as my mom wants me to be. I'm also leaving the awesomeness of the aircon classroom and going back to the new classroom, or should I say sauna. But really I think that the airconditioned classroom really makes you bond with the class cause I have never stayed in a class til 2.50 just playing the guitar. There are so many things that I have not done in the normal classroom so to those who are going to the aircon classrooms soon, treasure it.
Monday's going to be great. I have a presentation and I'm posing as a furrier. I'm also borrowing my sis' fur boots to role play! Now I need to her say yes...
Oh and finally. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEENAN!! Have fun with your new guitar!
Saturday, April 11, 2009
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